It seems a little late while it gives me courage to start again.
I gradually become friendly to myself. I learned to treat myself tolerant. Even though I forget something I still can face it calmly. It is a great thing for me. At least I know how to face it correctly rather than to use some wrong methods.
You have long time to experience different things, so don't be anxious or blame everything that you haven't finished it perfectly.
It is no big deal. As long as you are willing to face it and accept it.
Fighting. Have a good night.